Showing posts with label personal. Show all posts
Showing posts with label personal. Show all posts

2.01.2012

live in the present


this morning i started my day with a much needed sunrise yoga practice at my beloved studio with an awesome instructor.  in the beginning of class she talked about not holding on and harboring feelings about things in the past, not worrying about the future, but being here, now. living in the present.  i know it sometimes can be cliché, but i've really been struggling with this lately.  there is so much uncertainty in my future, and so many things in my past that i can never seem to let go of, that i forget that there is this beautiful day right at this moment. i really need to focus more on the things that are happening right now, instead of fretting over everything else.

it is so easy to get lost in the hustle and bustle of life and lose sight of everything around you at this very moment. i need to work on not stressing over the things i can't change or control, tensing up when trials come my way and instead just letting everything come to me, move through me like my breath.

own it, embrace the chaos that is the present, breathe and let go of all that anxiety and worry.  namaste.

(photo of my lovely friend alice, the mountain yogi)

1.27.2012

5 days in Boston - full recap!

Our trip started earlier than any human should be awake, with a drive to DFW at 4 am. With a short layover in Chicago, we were in Boston in what seemed to be no time. We arrived to our apartment on Temple Street to meet the owner to “check in” and were already loving the neighborhood and noticing immediately that I would probably not be getting any wear out of the heels I packed. Our apartment was at the top of a 4-story building with no elevator; the stairs were steep and small and as Stephen said “probably didn’t pass code.” But it was an adventure nonetheless. The place itself was really cute, small for an apartment but bigger than your typical hotel room, and had all the amenities you would need for a short-term stay (they even had AppleTV which came in handy and lots of Boston books and guides). There was also a rooftop patio which was nice just to check out, but I’m guessing would be much nicer in the spring or fall.

We immediately wanted to walk around Beacon Hill and more importantly, find some food! The journey took us over to the original “Cheers” bar (actually named the Bull & Finch Pub) and of course this was one of the things on our list.  The beer was delicious and cold and the food was ok – but we didn’t go for the food, we went for the experience and so that was worth it. To anyone going, I would recommend eating somewhere else and only going to enjoy a pint at the bar…specifically sitting at “Norm’s” spot at the set bar upstairs, that was pretty cool. Did you know that the sun sets at 4:15 pm in Boston in the winter?! Well we found that out the first night, while we journeyed home through Beacon Hill. We stopped at a few shops on Charles Street.  After taking a short nap, we ventured back out to the Red Hat, which was literally just around the corner from our place. They were having 10 cent wing night so we took full advantage of that while watching the Celtics play.


Side note: at almost every pub, we had the Sam Adams BostonBrick Red which is only available in Boston/New England.  For every pint sold, an additional donation is made to Samuel Adams Brewing the American Dream Fund – delicious and socially conscious! Win/Win.

Wednesday
Wednesday began with a journey to the T (Boston’s subway system, and the oldest in America) at Government Center (and a pit-stop at Dunkin’ Donuts, of course). We took the Green Line to Fenway and only got on one wrong train so I would call that a success.  We did the Fenway tour and it was amazing. The guys who ran the tour, you could tell were lifelong locals and Red Sox fans and had the most hilariously awful jokes (“they decided to call them the Red Stockings because they needed more runners!” ….see what I mean?).  Our guide was Ed and he was so knowledgeable and funny we had a great time. We learned so much about the team and stadium, and that they recently got on the National Historic Registry, so they will never tear down or drastically change the park. That is very awesome. I also got to see the iconic CITGO sign that resides outside of Fenway – it’s quite the sight! I was impressed with how clean and “new” looking it was, seeing as it’s been there since 1965. As a CITGO baby, I had to marvel in all its glory for a few minutes.











After the tour – and a nice little stop in the gift shop – we took the Orange Line to Stony Brook to find the Samuel Adams Brewery.  Only a quick detour later (hey, when you’re coming out from underground, it’s easy to get turned around!), we arrived at the Brewery and signed up for the 3 pm tour. Since it was only 1:30, they let us know that the Party Trolley would take us to Doyle’s for a pint and some food if we were so inclined, and that if we ordered a Sam Adams there and showed them our stamp, we would get to keep the pint glass for free (rent the beer, buy the glass, as our trolley driver said).  Doyle’s was the very first account for Sam Adams – it was also featured in Mystic River, Celtic Pride and the Boston Common TV show. The beer of course was delicious, but the food, oh my, the food was amazing. Their chowder was the best we had all week, and we had it 4 different times/places. And they had a lobster roll special that day that just blew me away.  Maybe I just have never seen that much lobster on a sandwich? Maybe I’ve never seen huge, chunky portions of lobster for under $50? At any rate, I was blown away. Delicious. Back to the brewery on the Party Trolley! (the Trolley driver had I (heart) Southie stickers and played “Sweet Caroline”…it was quite the experience) The tour itself was incredible and I would highly recommend it to anyone.  First of all, it’s free, with a suggested $2 donation.  Our tour guide Lauren was energetic and hilarious.  We got to taste the barley, smell the hops, and later taste a selection of their beers…and keep the tasting glasses!


We met some friends on the tour and ventured back with them to Faneuil Hall area, caught a street performance and grabbed a bite in Quincy Market. After, we went pub hopping to the Purple Shamrock and then to Hennessey’s where they had live band karaoke…of course I had to participate (Me & Bobby McGee, in case you were wondering). We parted ways with our new buds and went back to the Red Hat to enjoy an Angry Orchard cider (also by Sam Adams) before calling it a night.

Thursday
Today we decided to journey over to Cambridge to see the Harvard campus, particularly the Carpenter Center for the Visual Arts building, which was the only building in the United States designed by Le Corbusier. We got to walk around inside and take tons of pictures and Stephen was in awe seeing such a designer that he has admired and studied for so long.  Walking around the campus was just amazing.  We came across Memorial Hall, which was absolutely breathtaking.  The hall commemorates the patriotism of the graduates and students of Harvard who served in the military during the war for the preservation of the Union and upon the tablets inside are inscribed the names of those who died in service. We ventured around the rest of campus and out to Massachusetts Ave. to see the sights and find a bite. After eating lunch at Daedalus in Harvard Square, we walked around the city some more.  Eventually we spotted the MIT Museum where we happened upon a postcard with a Frank Gehry-designed building on it – we asked where we could find it and turns out it’s an MIT building only 2 blocks away! Needless to say, we went immediately and spent a lot of time marveling at his incredible design. A pleasant surprise to say the least!



After heading home to rest our feet, we decided that we’d eat at the Upper Crust Pizzeria in Beacon Hill, where I had purchased a LivingSocial deal for some weeks before. Walking to the restaurant was nice and very pretty along the Boston Common. After arriving and ordering, I began to feel faint and my heart was racing.  Instead of eating there (it was a cute, very small place, where the staff were not friendly but the food smelled delicious), I asked if we could take it to go and head back to the apartment. Nearly 2 hours later I felt horrible…so bad, in fact, that – after seeing the fear in Stephen’s eyes at how bad I can only imagine I looked – I decided that I would need to go to the hospital.  Luckily our apartment was just a block or so away from Boston General Hospital.  We took a cab there and rushed into the emergency room. (I should mention I have high blood pressure, so that prompted me to take the speeding pulse, swelling hands and feet, and extreme nausea, seriously.) As it turns out, my heart rate and blood pressure were through the roof.  I waited in at least 4 rooms and my nurse, Barbara, was incredibly helpful in calming me down.  As we found out (4.5 hours later), an over the counter decongestant reacted badly with my blood pressure meds and caused my heart to race and basically I went into a panic, causing everything else to spiral out of control. What fun! And really, what’s a better way to get to know a city than to have a panic-stricken trip to the local hospital? We got home about 2:30 a.m., I heated up our pizza, which ended up being delicious, and went straight to bed. I believe Stephen stayed up and had a beer or two :)



Friday
Well nothing quite gets you back feeling better like IV fluids, so I felt much improved from the night before and we headed out to see the John F. Kennedy Presidential Library & Museum near the UMASS campus.  It was a very beautiful venue overlooking the Old Harbor with lots of interesting stories and artifacts to view.  The entire design and content of the museum was overseen by Jackie and Caroline, which explains why there were no mentions of his philandering, the Bay of Pigs, or any other indiscretions…as one of the guides noted, they “protected him completely and fiercely.” Still there was much history to be seen.  I especially enjoyed learning about the inception of the Peace Corps, the Kennedy family life, and all of the incredible gifts that world leaders presented to them.


We walked along part of the Freedom Trail, viewing the site of the Boston Massacre, over to Faneuil Hall to grab a bite at the BostonChowda Co.  (another LivingSocial find!)  The chowder was pretty good, the lobster roll was really good, but the best thing was the lobster bisque, yum! The hall was so incredibly crowded so we ate and left to explore elsewhere.  We found the Union Oyster House, Boston’s (therefore the country’s) oldest restaurant.  We had a pint of Sam Adams Colonial Ale, which is brewed ONLY for the Oyster House, and it was delicious. We then wandered the streets and came across what seemed to be a farmer’s market that they have set up in that area on Fridays and Saturdays…then we saw guys who had fresh clams and oysters.  We ordered some oysters, they shucked them, and we ate them right in the streets with their homemade cilantro pico de gallo. It was incredible!! Then we continued our trek over to the North End (after admiring the Zakim Bunker Hill Bridge) and headed through the Italian neighborhood streets to find the prized cannelloni, as so many others were trying to do as well.  We decided on Modern Pastry over Mike’s, although both had lines out the door.  Modern was tiny but had an incredible selection.  We got the plain cannelloni with ricotta filling and chocolate dipped cannelloni with vanilla cream filling – both were amazing. We headed back through the farmer’s market for more oysters (yes, they were THAT good) and then went to the Bell in Hand Tavern for another pint before heading home.  The Bell in Hand is the oldest tavern in the U.S., so it was fun to see more of this history.







That night, we had reservations at Grotto, a tiny, romantic, Italian restaurant just around the corner.  We met the general manager, Matt, at the Red Hat a couple of nights before and he promised an unforgettable experience.  Matt did not let us down.  Grotto was amazing. We had the most delicious mussels I’ve ever had in my life, Stephen had the butter poached lobster with linguini in spicy tomato sauce, I had the pan roasted diver scallops “ravioli,” and we topped it off with the melting chocolate cake, which was nothing short of mouth-watering. The service was excellent (he even sat us with a server from Austin!), and their prices are good especially for the quality and size of the dishes.  We finished the night off at our “place,” the Red Hat, where we had become quite comfy with the regulars and the bartender Christy. I also had a lively argument with a gentleman about why the Saints and Drew Brees are the best in the NFL, not Tom “Pretty Boy” Brady and whatever that team is, can’t seem to remember the name (yes i do realize the irony5…. All in good fun... What a night!





Saturday
Well our time had come to an end.  We packed our bags, walked to Whole Foods for a spot of breakfast, took pictures of our adorable apartment and street, and headed for the T to take us to the airport. One final Boston experience: we decided to hop into Legal Seafood at Boston Logan for a cup of chowder, under suggestion of many people,  just to make sure we weren’t missing out on something special…and we weren’t, Doyle’s was still the best.


With some good travel luck, we made it back to Dallas in time to celebrate New Year’s with our friends.

It was a memorable trip to say the least, so much history, so many things to see…so many we DIDN’T see, therefore I believe we will be going back (probably more than once!). We loved Boston, and although I’ve heard some people say that it can be a “mean city” I found nothing of the sort. The people we met were nice, and other than the ER visit, we didn’t have a single bad experience! (And even then, Barbara made that experience not so horrid after all.)

So, cheers to Boston, it was a wicked fun time!


1.26.2012

hello? is it me you're looking for?

sorry i've been away...it's not you, it's me. honestly i've been meaning to write for weeks but every time i get a spare minute, in a blink it's gone again! i could give you all the excuses but would rather not bore you with that and just jump back in, if it's all the same to you!

also, i haven't had a bit of time to be reading any of the lovely blogs i follow, so i hope you're all doing well...and i hope to be catching up with all of you soon.

ok let's recap what's happened since i was last here:

  • the brutal, 7th circle of hell summer ended in dallas, and fall kind of began
  • i entered into my last year of my 20's 
  • halloween in dallas including zombies

  • i had surgery on my hand, that was fun! (also on halloween)

  • thanksgiving in tulsa
  • stephen graduated!!!
 
(pause for applause)
  • christmas in houston
  • a fabulous trip to boston (which i will recap fully for you...hey, you deserve at least that!)
  • happy new year!
and now we're here...

thanks for bearing with me. i hope you'll stick around...as i know i have more to say, and have an idea of how i want to say it.

oh and roxy and bowie say HI!








5.27.2011

...

i love this. it's from one of my favorite places on earth, my amazing yoga studio.  after having a super fun practice yesterday, i remembered to take a pic of this little reminder on the door when you come in. no matter what kind of day i'm having, i always leave there feeling strong, joyful and replenished. 

what replenishes you? where is your little slice of heaven??

4.25.2011

recovery & coming home



well friends here is a little update on roxy. thursday when we went to see the neurologist, they ran tests and decided that surgery would be the best option and we had to act swiftly, as she was losing much function of her hind legs.  thursday afternoon roxy went into surgery to have the calcified disc removed and cut away from the spine. while it was nerve-wracking and scary, i believe she was in the most capable and compassionate hands. 

the doctors, technicians, and staff called us with updates around the clock.  on friday afternoon i got to see her for the first time post-surgery.  she was groggy from pain meds and it was quite shocking to see the incision with all of the staples in her back. saturday morning we went back to visit and she was much more alert and mobile.  the doctor says that she is recovering exceptionally well and is very pleased with her progress thus far.  this morning they called and said i can come take her home this afternoon!! i cannot wait to have her home for full recovery and many, many (extra gentle) snuggles.

since keeping roxy quiet and calm is key in her recovery, we will be letting bowie go stay with a friend for a little bit.  while it's hard to not have him at home with us, he will have much fun romping around in a back yard with some new doggy friends.

thank you all for the kind words, prayers and love.  i will continue to keep you updated on her progress!!

xoxo

3.29.2011

on knowing ourselves


“Ninety percent of the world's woe comes from people not knowing themselves, their abilities, their frailties, and even their real virtues. Most of us go almost all the way through life as complete strangers to ourselves.” -sydney j. harris


a lot on the ol' brain today. just something to think about :)

1.31.2011

the close call

well as you probably could tell, i was m.i.a. last week and while i wanted to update you all, i was a little exhausted and overwhelmed with worry, so i waited. i told you about our newest little addition, bowie week before last and almost immediately things took a turn for the worse. you see, when we picked up bowie (actually, when we first visited him in the shelter) we noticed he had a cough.  the shelter attendees assured us they would hold onto him if they deemed it something contagious, if he had a fever, or if they thought it was something very serious.  since they released him to us on tuesday after his surgery, we thought nothing of it, but noticed the cough was still there.

 bowie at his first vet visit

the next day, we took him to our vet for his general wellness exam and i asked about the cough, when they took his temperature it was at 105, and the vet was very worried about that.  they took blood and other samples to run tests for canine influenza and distemper, and sent us home with some medicine and instructions for getting bowie healthy. on thursday, we were trying everything we knew how to get the poor little guy to eat but to almost no avail, and by the time i got home from work, things were much, much worse.  bowie was resting in his bed and when i went to go see if we wanted to go outside, he attempted to get out of bed and his hind legs all but gave out on him. (meanwhile, the cough is progressing into hacks and wheezing)  i was filled with worry. i took bowie to the vet immediately and she called for a chest x-ray. when she showed me the film, it revealed that his lungs were cloudy and filled with gunk; her prognosis was that whatever it is he first contracted, had now progressed into pneumonia.  all i could do was cry. for a little guy like bowie, especially given that he'd just come from the shelter and had surgery, this could be deadly. they gave him breathing treatments, injected a saline bag for hydration, and sent me home with more medicine, instructions, and truth be told, fear that he would die.

roxy being a good (tolerant) big sis letting bowie snuggle


for the next few days, i hand-fed bowie boiled chicken and steamed rice with broth, force fed him his medicine, and gave him all the love i could.  his recovery was nothing short of amazing. in those first few days, he gained strength, got to eating on his own, and started being a little more playful.  by the time monday rolled around, we went back to the vet and his fever had subsided and his lungs were clearing...but we were not out of the woods yet. we continued to monitor his cough (which sounded so yucky, but the vet assured me it was better to have the hacking than the wheezing), kept his activity light, and made sure to routinely give his medicines.

and here we are, two weeks (and many vet bills) later, and bowie is just about at 100%. he goes to the vet for his final (we hope) check on thursday to make sure everything is clear. i can't be more thankful for the kind, patient vets, techs and employees at our vet office, they were most understanding and caring with me throughout that whole ordeal. and they assured us that bowie was one lucky dog - if he would have stayed in the shelter, this could have gone unnoticed and he would have almost certainly died, they might have euthanized him, or he could have been adopted to a family who could not, or would not, have taken care of his illness.

we are so happy that bowie is back to his fun, ornery, playful, healthy self. and we hope to share many, many more stories (better, happier ones!!).

thanks for sticking around and reading, kisses from all of us :) xoxo

1.04.2011

waking up to a new day



well happy new year friends!! i hope that your holidays were filled with love, happiness and fun...and hopefully not very much family drama :)

what's the first thing people ask you after the new year...what's your resolution, right? well i'm not gonna ask you that. i've decided there are only so many days in the year to promise to sit at my sewing machine, with my guitar, with my french books & tapes, or losing that last 5 lbs...so in lieu of a "resolution," i am just looking at 2011 as a year to be better to myself: my mind and body.  here's the thing: i like to eat, sit on my couch, sleep in and sometimes drink an entire bottle of wine by myself on a friday night with a good movie...so i'm definitely not going to promise to not do those things :) but i also like to practice yoga, take pictures, write, and keep in touch with family and friends, so i figure i'll just give my all in whatever i'm doing!

after reading alice's take on resolutions, i was inspired and comfortable with my decision... and i have a quote that i'm going to use as further inspiration...at least for now!

"far better it is to dare mighty things, to win glorious triumphs, though checkered by failure, than to rank with those poor spirits who neither enjoy much nor suffer much because they live in that gray twilight that knows neither victory nor defeat." - theodore roosevelt

so here's to 2011 *cheers*

(photo of my little roxy on new year's day...she's tuckered out)

11.11.2010

dear veterans,


thank you for all you do and have done to keep our country safe and our freedoms within reach. thank you to the parents, wives, husbands and children of soldiers who have made the sacrifice. and thank you to all who support our troops even if you don't understand what it's all for. to my friends, family and those i've never met, your service means more than i could ever explain. and for those still fighting overseas, i want you to know i want nothing more than for all of you to return home safely.

i wish i could give you hugs and thank each of you for your service. but this will have to do...

xoxo

read about the yellow ribbon program.

(photo from our walk earlier this week)

11.10.2010

nerves


i am going to speak at a graduate class tonight about my career, how i got here, and what i do at the foundation i work for.  i am beyond nervous...i guess i just still see myself as that girl who just got out of college and no one quite trusts yet. like, what would i have to say that could possibly be of interest to people in grad school?! but then i get back into my reality bubble and realize that i've accomplished quite a bit before the age of 30, and might have a few words of wisdom to share.

at any rate, wish me luck, and i hope they like what i have to say :)

also, i hope my face doesn't turn red...fat chance, it always happens.

(photo)

11.02.2010

election day

have you? be sure to get out and vote today - make your voice heard, no matter what side you're on!

(ps. i got the hipstamatic app on my new iphone and i'm addicted...so you guys are just gonna have to bear with me :))

10.21.2010

*28*

me with peepaw, i've already got the michael keaton eyebrow thing down...

clearly i have never had a problem expressing myself!

and really, who's surprised?!

welp, it's my birthday...i'm the ripe ol' age of 28 today! i get to celebrate with friends this weekend when we head to gatlinburg for our close friends wedding. this month has been so crazy, i'm so excited to get away from the hectic-ness for a few days and enjoy a little mini-vacay :)

hope you all have a fabulous day...i may need some help blowing out all my candles later! ha!

8.19.2010

injury prone

so last night i was watching tv and playing a bit on the computer.  i got up to go into the kitchen and a sharp shooting pain went through my knee. i kept walking on it, hoping it was just stiff from sitting, but later notice that it had swollen up to about a grapefruit size.  i took my little ice pack and some ibuprofen and that was my night. this morning i woke up feeling a little stiff and the knee is still swollen, though not as bad. so here i am at work, foot propped up on my modem with my little ice pack (hey, at least the ice pack is cute, right?!). i just can't put together why this happened! i haven't been back to the gym since our return from vegas (shame, shame, i know), so i just don't know why it's acting up.

anything like this ever happen to you?! i must admit, it's not unusual for me to be injured or mysteriously bruised, but i have to say this is a first.

oh well, wine and more ice to come tonight!

5.04.2010

truthful tuesday: meet lucille

say hello to lucille:


we bought lucille in february. you see, stephen and i share a car. by share i mean he drives everyday except saturday and i either ride with him to work or ride my bike when it's nice. so, in preparation of spring and summer we decided it would be fun to buy a scooter for me in order to have a better mode of transportation for cross-town adventures. (note: dallas is the least bike friendly city, with no bike lanes and only one trail) this was the perfect find for me: vintage with lots of character and a unique style.

so why is this on truthful tuesday? well here goes. in the first week that a rode to work, i laid her over right in front of my apartment. it was so embarrassing. i didn't get back on for a few weeks and that was after we took her to the shop and made sure everything was a-ok. (minus a few scratches and bruises) so then i built up my courage and started riding again. one friday i went to meet friends after work and when i was leaving, crashed in front of my friends and many (many!) strangers. as soon as everyone walked away, she ran like a champ.  i am beginning to think lucille does not like me.

now, before you're all "oh it's just a scooter, how easy!" let me just clarify that it's a challenge to drive this particular vespa and learning how to shift with my hands and brake with my foot has been the least of my issues. even stephen notes the difficulty. so there you have it. i'm afraid to get back on. i know it will get easier with practice and time, but after that last incident, i've been especially hesitant.

ok there. i feel better now! so tell me friends, what do you drive or ride? is your city bike friendly? if so, maybe i should move...haha! 

4.09.2010

want to see something cute?


that's me & stephen at his prom in 2001. :) 

happy friday!

xoxo

(ps. i'm having way too much with the scanner...)

4.07.2010

suddenly seventy

  
"after all we are not suddenly seventy - or rather our seventy is an accumulation of all the other ways we were, our five-year-old selves became our ten-year-old selves and so on and on and if we unpack our souls the whole album appears and every moment is a part of the following moment and we are all a continuum that includes all the ways we were that we have forgotten." anne roiphe, epilogue

i recently finished reading this book, and this passage has really resonated with me. so true, isn't it?

(that's me in the photo...circa 1986-ish)

3.31.2010

let it ride


"27 years and nothing but failures and promises that i couldn't keep." - ryan adams

i'm having a run of these days. not liking it...but the sunshine lifts my spirits most of the time.

(photo)

3.23.2010

truthful tuesday - when i grow up


hello friends! as of late, i have been thinking about what i want to "be" ... mind you, i am in my late twenties with a blossoming career in a field i love -  i work in marketing & communications for a non-profit and could not be more grateful for the amazing opportunity to have a job that is so fulfilling, professionally and personally. however, i can't help but feel that there is something missing. one day i want to go to grad school and pursue a career in public policy, another i'm ready to be back in the fast-paced world of advertising (like, for a minute, and then it's gone), and the next i want to open my own bakery. some of these dreams i've researched thoroughly as if i'm going to up and do it tomorrow, but i always come back to "is this what i want to be when i 'grow up'?"

so tell me, what do you want to be when you grow up? are you already there? do you ever feel that aching need for change? i'd love to know.

xo

(photo source)